With so much change going on
It's hard to sit to reflect
Every moment of recollection
Is a never ending recollect
Like rolling downhill at an upward speed
And at the same time
Trying to pull aside
To see how far you've come
Impossible to do both at the same time
Or maybe you can
And this is me trying to try
Ask yourself this
Can you ride the ride
And remember it at the same time?
Let yourself fall
And go backwards in the midst of it all?
I see the way things tend to add up
Like I finally get math
After years of doing enough to brush
By
Seems like the thing I avoid
And carelessly go through the first time
Take a liking to me
Finding their way back another time
Like how the equations in math
Have a formula to memorize
I try to do it my way
Until I realize
The formula has its way
No matter how I hypothesize
It goes like this in my life
Cut the ties
Discover what's right
For you
What makes you come alive
Yet the formula always brings me back
Points out the way
You need to fall to get back
Up
Ride the ride
To view it from the other side
I have to learn to prioritize
Dad's not pulling off my sheets anymore
Telling me to rise and shine
Only accountable to myself
Only I'm responsible for my financial health
I'm working with a limited amount
Although I feel rich with myself
My clothes stay on me longer
As I have less fun money for fashion
More responsibilities
Like food
And those types of rations
Sometimes I feel angry and bitter
Full of entitlement tears and lack
Other times I'm on top of the aspens
Smelling a scent I never noticed before
Released of worries and cares
I go back and forth
Teetering between
Angry adult and blissful child
Oh how I wish I could be like a child
More than once in a while
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