Seeking to understand what can't be understood
Looking behind and ahead
Everywhere but beneath my own roof
I reach into my past and pluck out my failures
I envision my future
Picturing all my dreams and goals underachieved
I come back to the present and breathe hopelessness
Into my life
I teeter between driven and lost and feel like a mess
Creating my own comfortable bubble of success
Addicted to the thrill of launching a new idea
Tending to get overwhelmed
Drained at the thought of persistence
Commitment
The same thing that
Brought me to life
Now drowning me
In insecurity
I choose to trust in my guide
Who knows much better than I
Picture all my worries as bricks
Pass them over to him
In exchange for a load never to heavy to lift
Carry peace instead
Trust in his guidance
Allow him to be the head
Of all my dreams and goals and failures
Now I may truly rest in bed
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