Penny Team

I hear them say slow down, take your time

I know I can't blame them

But my past is what's behind

This is different

I can feel it surge through my spine

I feel the peace and comfort of you

Even while writing this line

The red flags I'm used to passing

Are everything you're lacking

The fences I should be keeping up

Seem limitless with you

I'm free to open up

Each moment with you seems hard to comprehend

Questioning reality

There really is someone who understands

I've spent my life tossing pennies

Unsure of a result but still wishing 

For a partner to create a team 

Enough times to reach tipping point

See you physically in front of me

I know now what I believe 

So with your penny thoughts

Toss more than plenty 

No words to explain you 

No story to share what I know and believe 

I'm comfortable with that

Nothing proves itself more than timing

I used to feel like a stopwatch

Waiting for the false connection to appear

And although it's only been a few weeks

My confidence in the future has never felt so clear

I can see it play out how it should be

Won't consider any other options

And for me, that's a big thing 

I fall asleep craving to have you on my mind

So you're with me at night

Accompanying me in my dreams

It makes up for the time

I'm not with you and hoping to be

I am taken to the higher heights

Replacing hopes and distorted lies

Making visions into real life

Learning how to let go and untie 

All the social norms and lines

Breakdown and disassemble

In front of our eyes

I see us as a team

Even in my dreams

And even more right now

We're together, conquering